M.I.A

Hi girls,

Firstly a little apology on my behalf seen as i haven't been on here in a while.

I have had the worst week ever! 

i've totally been fucking up and really depressed, it's been awful took a lot of it out on my boyfriend not for no reason but things that could of been resolved without a big argument.

So i'm hoping as of tomorrow things can be fixed.

my plan is:

Back on all my tablets tomorrow morning 

have a small bowl of oats and a cup of tea with 2 sweeteners for breakfast

Salad for lunch

oats again for dinner

going to bottle some water later and put it in the fridge and try drink a lot of water  to flush the crap out of my system 

go the shops to get salad and a few bits that i'm needing

i'll also be tidy the whole house because it's a bit of a mess and that is helping me stay strong and keep to my restricting as it's making me feel crap

Anyway going to watch t.v for a while and then might add some new stuff to my website.