Monday, 13 September 2010

Falling and the first hurdle

So yesterday was supposed to be me getting back on track with loosing and saying good bye to my BED.
I'm more of a failure than i realised i managed to get right through the day up until late at night...Night times are my biggest down fall.

But not any more! i ordered Alli tablets yesterday and unless i want to risk going the toilet every 5 seconds which would be very unpleasant if i eat fatty foods then i have to keep to none fatty foods.
I'm so disgusted in myself that i'm at my lowest that i have to take strong tablets to stop me from giving in....i want my will power back! 

on the up side :)
My scales should be arriving in the next few days! along with them tablets and some other appetite suppressors 

i can't wait to know how much i weight and how much im loosing i think that will be the biggest wakeup call as well as being able to know my hard work is making a difference 

love Sophia
xx 

 

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