Hi girls,
Ok so for some reason things just don't seem to be going to plan lately :/
I just want to get back to the way i was last week, i was doing so so well and then suddenly it's as if i'm all alone and i just give up...
I know i said last time that it was a new start and i wasn't going to mess up again and i did but i mean it this time i'm really turning myself around.
The more i go on thinking oh never mind tomorrow is another day or i'll start properly on Monday i'm just going to get nowhere there is an endless supply of Mondays and new days so i've got to be the one to put my foot down!
and i can happily say that today is the day!
It's 5.15pm and so far all i have eaten is 2 tea-spoonful's of my oat cereal i did make a small bowl full but i got distracted and so far haven't gone back to it.
I'm thinking i'll be having a tuna salad for lunch and possibly finish of the oats for dinner.
I'm currently sat at my table in my comfy chair with my water and cigarettes with my little fire on so i can get all comfortable as i think i'm going to spend my Sunday editing lots of new bits to my website and then later on it's CSI Sunday so i'll be watching all of that while knitting my sister her present which is a white bear :)
i'll be posting a picture of it when i'm done..hopefully it will look good and not fall apart as this is the first time i've done anything like that and to be honest i only taut myself how to knit a few days ago.
i find it's a very cheap hobbies to have it also takes a lot of concentration to follow a pattern so you find hours pass without even noticing which is good when your trying to avoid that awful kitchen
it's also easy to learn there are lots of video tutorials on you tube so you don't need to follow hard to understand picture guides which frankly i find impossible haha
Thought of the day...
I'm a very creative person and love making things, i'd love to hear what kind of things you do to pass the time and distract yourself.
I find that on line there are many websites including my own that have a distraction section but personally i find that most of the options are a bit boring they work for so long but some days you just don't feel like cleaning, dancing or going for walks....i must admit i do use the 'make a webpage/blog' idea...obviously but i don't know about you but sometimes i just wish to escape this weight addiction and think of something other than avoiding food.
make use of my time...do something productive...hence why i've learnt to knit..now i'd love to hear if you feel the same and what you do to pass the time or maybe even ideas of craft hobbies that i may not of thought of.
Hey! dont worry i think we all get those days where you think "tomorrows another day" ive had plenty of them! and wow we sound like weve got alot in common (sorry if that sounds cheesey haha) ive just started knitting aswell it sounds quite boring but i find it really relaxing! i never thought of going on youtube and lookng for stuff on there... hmm about time passing things ive made a box to put like inspiration and stuff in there and jst add to it and decorate it wen i feel like eating? dont know wether that will help.. and watching telly and movies just little stuff like that! anyway good luck with the knitting :) cant wait to see what it turns out like! stay strong xxxx
ReplyDeleteHey I get those day's all the time " it's okay i'll start again tomorrow" they do suck but just like you said we have to put our foot down and if we do I find we can accomplish anything we want! you are so strong some people can't find the will to put there foot down but you just proved to yourself you can and that is pretty amazing!
ReplyDeleteKnitting sounds interesting I might try it out at the moment to pass time I basically just dance I love to dance I do ballet,contemporary and jazz!
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Hey aw thanks for the comment has made me feel alot better reading it :) and yeah that would be great about the instructions thanks! ive just started doing a basic cardigan for my unborn cousin so im not sure if ill be able to do the teddy but ill defo give it a try! thanks, hope your all good today! and dont worry about your boyfriend you did a good day if i binge late at night i make sure i burn half or all of what ive binged on straight after and do twice as more excersise the next day, will maybe make u feel less guilty.. and waiste time!:) stay strong xxx
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