Boo

Ok, so you probably thought i'd fallen off the face of the earth right ? wrong!
I've been in hiding.
I shamed myself by reverting back into my over eating and putting on more weight than i care to imagine!
I just couldn't bring myself to come on line and admit it to all you girls out there!.
In hindsight it would of been a much better idea than i originally thought, maybe you girls could of stopped me from making a huge mistake.

Anyway i've come to realise during resent events that there is no point dwelling on the past as that will tarnish my future.

I failed and that's that!
there is nothing i can do to change the past....but there is something i can do to change the future.

I do not want a future dominated by how fat my ass is!, or how i have to drag myself up when ever i want to move.
I want a future where i stand in the mirror and love my body and where i can gracefully more around.

so i've spent the past few weeks getting my act together and starting fresh.
today is a new day and i aim to fix myself one day at a time :)
after all it's also the start of a new year..maybe 2011 is my time to shine?

xxx